I dreamed that love would never die

My journey through finding out about my husbands pornography addiction and where it leads me.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

This is where I rant for awhile

I strongly dislike both my mom and my mother in law lately. They both know what is going on and for 2 very different reasons I really can not stand them. I have no desire to see or talk to either of them.
My mom told me yesterday that if I continue to push Bill away he won't come back and that's not what I want and I need to start being nicer to him. Seriously? I am your daughter and you are supposed to support me. Not him. Thanks mom. She also proceeded to tell me how hard I'm sure he has been trying to fix this. Ok? So 3 weeks of trying to fix it negates years of lying? No way.
My MIL just keeps shoving us to do the things she thinks we need to do. Go to church on Sunday. Go to this marriage seminar. Go see this counselor. We will keep the baby for you. Ok, first of all I have explained many times that church is normally right smack dab in the middle of Quinn's nap time. And as much as I would like to go I am not waking up Quinn so I can deal with a beast child for the rest of the day.. I have no desire to go to this marriage seminar with a whole bunch of people from the church I already really don't like because of how judgmental they all act.
I am about ready to tell people either leave me alone or jump off a cliff. Whichever works for you.

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